Monday, October 20, 2008

If i failed to deliver
if the world left you bitter
if waitin and prayin hasnt led to you payin

of course i will care
if the world stripped you bare
but you're killing your liver with toxins
that help you to
see this whole mess
recieve this hopeless
transmission

are you trying to say that you'd rather decay than believe

are you willing to cry
at the scene of the crime
are you able to turn on the tears in the blink of an eye

if you're ready
tonight if you're steady
we'll help you to see in ways that will help you to find this whole mess
receive this hopeless transmission

are you trying to say that you'd rather decay than believe

and if walking back home
is the way to my heart
you've taken it over and torn it apart
i've got nothing to lose and a whole lot to gain
i've got head full of reasons but nothing to say

cos its now or never
its now or never
its now or never

are you willing to dance
for the sake of romance
i'm a terrible dancer
but hey let them look
let them laugh
i'm not listening
for you i'm persisting
but my energy's sinking as you slump to your chair
so i'll throw this whole mess away

and if walking back home
is the way to my heart
you've taken it over and torn it apart
i've got nothing to lose and a whole lot to gain
i've got head full of reasons but nothing to say

cos its now or now
its now or never
its now or never

Thursday, October 16, 2008

i was a teenage hand model

Cozied up to the toilet
Face stuck to the floor
I met expectations that I was tryin to ignore
Job had such patience
I wonder, what's that like?
One hundred thousand million
But I hear that's what you like
So I was thinking

So these cities are sprouting
Like a spit in the eye
And this world isn't waiting
It's just passing me by
I just peak in the window
Lookin inside
The butcher's got a fork in your face
I'm standing alive
And I was singing

Saturday, August 09, 2008

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dusundum durdum, ben
gozumuzden sakindigimiz kadinlari

hayalimde mi gercekte mi
hic olmayacak yerlerde mi
parklarda, bahcelerde,, miyim
hikayenin sevimlisi, dusuncesizi olmazken

saclarini dondur dondur
tokadi basmislar, heeey
heeey,,

agzini acip tek soz
etmez
durur bakar hanfendim

susar, parlak kasiklari,
kasiklarim gerilir yansitir ustunde.:
kurek cekenin zerafeti miyim
kayigi itenin sabri miyim
bir katran gecesi miyim
parmak arasinda kum muyum
benim
ben geldim

siyah tirnak boyalari, asinmaz asindi
sirtima biraktigin yaralarin kabuklarini mi
sardim
sardim ictim,,
miyim?

raket gibi bolmusum
seninle benim bir parcami kucuk karelere
yavru agzini dayamis miyim cagildayanina
kirecli suyun,, ben

susadim su
icmeye mecalim yok
sevesim sevmeye sevenim bu...
mu,,
yiyecek miyim? yeniyor muyum
yendim mi bittim mi? heeey
heeey,,

hey

Thursday, July 31, 2008

http://www.socionics.com/main/types.htm

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

6 Temmuz 2005 -

Farketmemisim, blog 3 yasina girmis. Kutlu ve mutlu olsun.

3 senede sadece 104 post yapmama ve toplam farkli okur sayisinin 10'u gecmemesine ragmen.

Nice 3 senelere.



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